Watching the food network makes me hungry

ITS TRUE!!!!
Right now im watching someone make vanilla waffer ice cream cookies...mmmmmm....cookies.....
lol......someday ill actually branch out and actually get off the couch and try to make what i see on tv...ill invite ya'll over!!!we could make a little party out of it..
anyway, i wanted to let everyone know that im going to singapore and malaysia on monday with my dad for 10 or 11 days. Im excited/nervous/not knowing what to expect. I want to travel all around the world but i always thought that part of the world would be last....dont misunderstand, IM NOT COMPLAINING!!!but i dont really know anything about where im going.....i have more of a heart to go to europe and australia and new zealand and places like that..but i know it will be a really fun and eye opening experience!
Please keep me in your prayers while im gone!!

The Fathers Love

God love is absolutly unfathomable!!!and im sure i spelt about one or two word wrong in that last sentence, but hey....i dont care....lol...
have any of you ever actually stopped to marvel and meditate on how wonderful God is. and how amazing his love is.honestly, i sit here and try to find the words to explain how i feel but i cant. im mean think about it for a second. God is so amazing, that if you turn your back on him, forget about him but realize how much you need him, you can come back and he will welcome you with open arms...no questions asked...i mean...seriously thats completely amazing!!He is willing to forgive you as many times as you need....from personal experience, i messed up so much, and was so caught up in my sin that i didnt know how to get out of it. i was so afraid that God was going to give up on me, because most everyone else had. I didnt even feel like i was even enough for him to forgive. I felt like i had gone to far. But then i realized that you can never go to far away.because God is always right there next to you, even if you dont feel him....I promise you, He is there!!! God has really been revealing to me his love and compassion for me. The thought that God is crazy about me and just wants to spend time with me and love me...it floors me..Because now the God that i once saw as the MIGHTY ALL POWERFUL being that seemed to big to touch, has become the passion in my life.The thing that wakes me up every morning. He's not out of reach, hes not too good for me. He's just there, wanting to hold me and wanting to bless me and walk through life with me...Its a really good feeling.......